Me and my oldest tonight. I look back on my time with him thusfar and smile. He has touched my heart in a very special way. We’ve got a bond I can’t explain in words. I still remember the weeks after I gave birth to him and how I would sit, unable to see, because tears were streaming down my face and dropping onto him. I cried so many tears of joy I didn’t think I had any tears left to cry.

He is my sweet, gentle spirited, sensitive, special child. I’m very in tuned to him and I believe some of that is because of his lack of speech for about 3 years of his life (he’s only been speaking for four months). I had to just know what he was thinking, feeling, and in need of.

All I know is he is my special little man and I’d go to the ends of the earth for him.

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  1. Awww Nell. That is such a tender story. I couldn’t imagine waiting 3 years to hear my child. The last 4 months must be so special for your family.

  2. that is just way too sweet.. I feel the same way about my oldest. Me and my youngest are still working on our bond.. it is a different bond, but it is still a bond.

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